Scared

Well this week is going to be a long week so im going to apologise now if i seem short or distracted with anyone. We are off to london on Thursday for what should of been a straight forward paed appointment on Friday, it was going to be quite an enjoyable trip with lil man going to see Santa in Selfridges on Thursday afternoon and then seeing the lights in the West End just to get us all in the christmas mood.

That is until Wednesday of last week when the local paed found evidence of lil mans liver being enlarged, this coupled with him slowing down and not really recovering from his optical cellulitus means we now have to go and see the cardi team on Friday as well as the paed, I know there could be lots of reasons for the liver being enlarged but it doesnt stop your mind dwelling on the worst case scenario :(.

Anyway im not going to dwell on it too long i just wanted to apologise in advance to you all. Will blog when we get back whether it be good or bad please keep your fingers crossed for us.

This post is dedicated as always to James, Katie, Zoe and all the heart angels gone too soon xxxx